The strangeness continues...
Dec. 6th, 2002 04:35 amWas rang up by a friend around midnight. Wanted to write in this journal at once after but somehow it was not available then, and I couldn't enter. The whole night I've been thinking though, and I'm still in that mode...
Life is so strange now! This whole year has been very peculiar on relationships, it is *not* just my imagination, it is simple statistics. *SO* many breakups! And now there will be another one. The friend has severe angst and wanted to talk. Another case of love just gone lost, were something that at least was similar to it existed before. His gf will be so sad after christmas when this manifests istself...
I feel very confused. What's happening to us all?? I mean, these things *do* happen, but not so much and so fast...
On a hunch (and with a little intuition) I also asked him if he had a new object of interest, and he admitted that. I guessed who it was at once, which only means that I'm starting to get a hang of this madness and how it works, not that the community is particularly small, or that he has been showing his feelings (he has not!). He said that nothing may happen with that other thing, and that other person is involved with some one else since a long tim ago too. But knowing how this time of madness works, i wouldn't bee too sure... I don't know if is how the stars and planets stand (a rare astronomical constellation phenomena has occurred this year, that only occurs around every 50 yrs or so..) or what, I'm *NOT* into astrology or anything, but this is starting to freak me out. Everything is falling apart. All over the country ppl I know are breaking up! I think I will hide myself in a hole and wait until the war is over...
Life is so strange now! This whole year has been very peculiar on relationships, it is *not* just my imagination, it is simple statistics. *SO* many breakups! And now there will be another one. The friend has severe angst and wanted to talk. Another case of love just gone lost, were something that at least was similar to it existed before. His gf will be so sad after christmas when this manifests istself...
I feel very confused. What's happening to us all?? I mean, these things *do* happen, but not so much and so fast...
On a hunch (and with a little intuition) I also asked him if he had a new object of interest, and he admitted that. I guessed who it was at once, which only means that I'm starting to get a hang of this madness and how it works, not that the community is particularly small, or that he has been showing his feelings (he has not!). He said that nothing may happen with that other thing, and that other person is involved with some one else since a long tim ago too. But knowing how this time of madness works, i wouldn't bee too sure... I don't know if is how the stars and planets stand (a rare astronomical constellation phenomena has occurred this year, that only occurs around every 50 yrs or so..) or what, I'm *NOT* into astrology or anything, but this is starting to freak me out. Everything is falling apart. All over the country ppl I know are breaking up! I think I will hide myself in a hole and wait until the war is over...