a good duck
Jan. 16th, 2003 01:42 amGrzm's birthday was not to be celebrated, he proclaimed. But he still wanted to have a meal with some very few old friends. He had that voice over the phone the other day, a little hesitant, but with the kind "don't-ask-just-come" tone to it.
I came (on time)and saw that the few other friends were in fact Ork and Katarina. We looked at each other in an uncertain way and Grzm handed out drink lists and said that the Peking duck was really something in this place...(he's actually not the chatty type normally).
It is strange how things work. Some ppl have such trouble with change and new constellations. And Ork and me have not always said kind things to eachother. There are some memorable moments...Ork almost slamming the guitar into the wall when we worked on songs, me walking out of martial arts class in fury. He has a low stress threshold, and I have trouble with people having that. But we did some great stuff together and were friends for quite some time. I thought it was all over though. Ork behaved as if he had to choose sides with my ex and his new love who in so many ways is not at all new to any of us.
While I fumbled with my chopsticks I realized that I had as much let go of them as they of me. Then I remembered that I had in fact packed my bags half a year before the inbreeding started, that I had disappeared to many people during the warm months, how could they possibly know what the deal was?
Suddenly it felt as if something lifted from my chest, "screw this" I thought and almost laughed. It was the best beer I've had in a long time, and we just started talking like nothing had happened - and I mean that in a good way.
Grzm has not the capacity to look smug, and I have not the capacity to shut up when there's beer and duck. Katarina has the capacity to listen and Ork showed a surprising capacity for remembrance and nostalgia - also that in a good way. He said he wanted to illustrate the old story about the fat dragon and all those other fatties..heh..I wonder if that's ever gonna happen. And then we talked about the super heroine barf girl...and had a really good time I guess.
Well, It's just like Grzm to give away presents on his own birthday. I am glad that I decided to go.
I came (on time)and saw that the few other friends were in fact Ork and Katarina. We looked at each other in an uncertain way and Grzm handed out drink lists and said that the Peking duck was really something in this place...(he's actually not the chatty type normally).
It is strange how things work. Some ppl have such trouble with change and new constellations. And Ork and me have not always said kind things to eachother. There are some memorable moments...Ork almost slamming the guitar into the wall when we worked on songs, me walking out of martial arts class in fury. He has a low stress threshold, and I have trouble with people having that. But we did some great stuff together and were friends for quite some time. I thought it was all over though. Ork behaved as if he had to choose sides with my ex and his new love who in so many ways is not at all new to any of us.
While I fumbled with my chopsticks I realized that I had as much let go of them as they of me. Then I remembered that I had in fact packed my bags half a year before the inbreeding started, that I had disappeared to many people during the warm months, how could they possibly know what the deal was?
Suddenly it felt as if something lifted from my chest, "screw this" I thought and almost laughed. It was the best beer I've had in a long time, and we just started talking like nothing had happened - and I mean that in a good way.
Grzm has not the capacity to look smug, and I have not the capacity to shut up when there's beer and duck. Katarina has the capacity to listen and Ork showed a surprising capacity for remembrance and nostalgia - also that in a good way. He said he wanted to illustrate the old story about the fat dragon and all those other fatties..heh..I wonder if that's ever gonna happen. And then we talked about the super heroine barf girl...and had a really good time I guess.
Well, It's just like Grzm to give away presents on his own birthday. I am glad that I decided to go.