My poor sad sad friend...

My dear dear Nin is not well, one of my oldest friends, still living down south, a person from my childhood, one of those few I
did not grow apart from, one of those few that grew on me instead. One of those people that have been with me forever, and therefore are very precious, particularly for someone like me, who has no siblings. Nin was one of those shy cautious people, very careful about getting involved emotionally with others. And then she fell..she really did, two years ago, for another woman, a very good person living in the U.S. They met over the internet and started a relationship...a good one I'd say, but today, two years later F have met another, who she doesn't know what she feels for, but is still having a relationship with...and my Nin is miserable. Still..these things happen, it's no ones fault, and F *is* a good person, she's been here in Sweden recently talking and comforting N. But I know my dear little shy blonde, I know her upbringing, her background..so many things about her. She was frozen..and then, after such a long time, she took a risk and defrosted, melted..and now she hurts so much..I got a long letter from her today, and I'm actually sitting here weeping for her, it sounds pathetic, but I really do. I wish I could take some of these blows for her, hell, I know how it feels, I've been around a couple of times, but for her it's the first...she always was a late bloomer, but with so much beauty inside that only special ones had the pleasure to discover. She will have to go through this too I guess..there's no going around it. I play one of my favorite songs on repeat for her now...