Hang in there! It's easy to get into a job that seems perfect at the onset but then once in it to ask yourself, 'What have I done?'. And don't be ashamed to post on lj - better to be honest with someone somewhere than to hold it all in until you explode. Count down the weeks until the camp is over and then if it's not something that is right for you then chalk it up to a learning experience.
I do have to wonder if it was that unpleasant experience with the initial training that shut you down to and walled you off from any good coming from the job. Just a thought.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2009-07-13 12:59 pm (UTC)I do have to wonder if it was that unpleasant experience with the initial training that shut you down to and walled you off from any good coming from the job. Just a thought.