in the pond

That's a good general way of doing things, and the only way I could survive these weeks I've had with the quest leading...but on this particular job..I find myself feeling such a huge mixture of relief, exhaustion and anxiety about the next day, that it seems unhealthy. My emotional pattern is that of someone who should have a much more intense and taxing profession. (I'm thinking something with high power or high risk here..)

Although, 3 people have quit this summer, so it is a tough job I suppose...